"SPEAK UP"

so my sister jamie intro'd that Kristnia DeBarge song.
she only picked it coz it was my range or she could "picture" me jammin to it.
i hate it. i hate that i love it. only coz the lyrics are perfect.

"I'd be the first to admit it,
Be silent for a minute.
Thinkin' like DAMN is he feelin' me?"

PS, frackn true story.
i still think about him.
i think it's his smile. haha!! (cheesy)
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kinda distracted..idk. especially in school.
i'm getting there. haven't gotten any lower than an 88 in ALL of my classes. but also gots an exam in Stats on fri. and a sociology quiz fri. hope that stays up -_- wish me luck, please?

i'm thinking about the hurt from before. i shouldnt be tho. but why must i always think that, oh it's not just a coincedence and that GOD's showing you another sign!
only coz... HE IS.

i pray for a "why"?
Worship service lately has been getting to me. in a good way of course. feels so good. though i might not smile as much as i used to, i do have reasons to.
HIM. the only one that hears me. who grants everything i could ever ask for. who gives me more than enough. who tells me it's alright. whose blessed me with family and friends that inspire me everyday.

why so bloggish lately? i feel it.

another thing that's been on my mind. is why is the old folks all tied up on me still being single? too hard to believe, coz i'm so hot?! nigga please, sike!!
they stay tryna ask my mom or granny to hook me up with such and such. even the ones who ain't even in our locale!?
i may be dense and hard to read, but i ain't sketchy.
i'm easy to talk to trust me.
single's cool. the game is fine.
but a cuddy buddy would be even better? i'm not emo or nothing. promise. =P

just few seconds ago i asked my cousin, "is there something wrong me?" she goes " so kay cuz, if something's wrong with you, i'd still love you" that didn't answer my question, but i still LOL'ed. she's the best.