one life to live...

SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL GO FOR IT.


weekends of FUN!!? keep bringing it. =)

even tho i'm still jobless i finding useful things to do..sorta.

hanging out with my brother.
babysitting.
helping my auntie and uncle pack.
keeping my granny company.
cleaning my room.
memorizing processional.
shopping (too much).

i must say, i do get bored at times, but i don't mind being in chill mode.
i've got a lot to say. some good some bad.


did i tell you i've watched TRANSFORMERS 2? oh yeah i did.
i watched UP too! i don't care if it's a cartoon. coz it has some of the cutest parts. fricken hilarious that character Russell. i wanna name my kid Russell. aww. the beginning really got to me too coz it's about this boy and girl who grew up together and loved going on "adventures" they end up marrying and grew old. the woman died and the husband remembered that when they were kids they've always wanted to go to Paradise Falls. the adventure of their dreams. they promised. crossed their hearts. this would be the last pages of their adventure book. once the man reached Paradise Falls, he turned to the last pages of their adventure book and seen that their lives were the adventure all along. <3

well there's more to the story like how he transfered the house all the way there, and Russell having the adenture with the dude. oh which btw is Mr. Fredickson.
well i shed a tear here and there. that's Disney movies for you.

after that me and Chris walked to Cherry Hill mall from Loews. walked around til my mama picked us up from work.

Fourth of July weekend was pretty BOMB.

friday the 3rd-- Happy 20th Birthday, Feljohn! people be calling me and like 9, 10, 1030, then 11. yeah i didn't wanna get out of bed. had a locale picnic at Washington Lake Park. i knew there wasn't gonna be much people that early. so i went back to sleep. finally gor up at 1130. hecka hot outside, but didn't get dark at all. ho wells. baseball. volleyball. bike riding, using FJ's bike was like nut crunching coz i'm so short to reach the pedals. my uncle whipped out the magic tricks again. then choir practice.

saturday the 4th-- woke up around 10 ish. made more rice krispies. delish. then me mama and chris went to Jersey Gardens Mall. no it was not packed at all. mad sales tho. =) after that went to Jong's house for Jenny's Bday/Grad party. tried to go to BABO TEA HOUSE. but didnt make it all the way cause we realized it's a holiday and it's closed. at least me and jong made some cool vids. we suck at singing one take sessions btw, coz we kept getting lost. we need prac. haha. kids there are way chill. on the way home on the turnpike we had our own show of fireworks, on both sides of the turnpike. good company good times. =)

sunday the 5th--man i was tired. considering we got home late lastnight and i still had to memorize processional for the oral exam that day. but said a lil prayer for me to stay awake. and another spiritual ws. =')
CWS.
ate lunch.
went to target.
choir practice.
oral exam. (*passed)

then went to OC beach. =) it was fun. but wouldve been more fun if we stayed longer, and my cousin Jess shouldve came. this time she was the KJ. i needed my sidekick. =( plus i wasnt my self that day..
only touched the water with my feet. got mac and manko's pizza <3 bubble tea from BOBA BROS. fudge from the FUDGE KITCHEN. and got dad a shirt and new bracelet that says JOY (my middle name) from JILLY's. yeah i guess i knew what i wanted to OC boardwalk coz we only got to that beach all the time. on the way home i realized that i didn't get much sleep lastnight and didnt even take a nap. knowing that chris carlo and dan are in the back seat, i will not get to take a nap. they talkers forreals. =T

i woke up today, looked at my floor and was like "whoa!"
so much junk/clothes/shoes everywhere since friday. too busy to stuff way i guess?

let's see.
--i haven't been myself lately. i don't know what it is. or maybe i do, but i just don't want to say it. something's missing. a piece of me that's been torn. okayyy.

i don't know maybe i'm going through another on of those phases. i dig you. i pray for this one. i don't know why. purpose for everything, right? but i'm tired. God will tell me. or he told me already, and i just don't hear Him.

looking forward to those three weeks of when i get out of here. you'll miss me.
haha!

on the plus side, my cousin has been there for me. she's the greatest. i'm so blessed to have her. i'm blessed to have all my friends. like brit too! who's all the way on the other side of the country and we never fail to tell eachother what's up. =)

alls i'm trying to say is. i've got it all. did i give you something to hold onto? so go!!