i'd never thought i'd be back on this thing again. most of my time was spent on school things, church things and him. things changed A LOT. i have this familiar emptiness that i thought i'd never feel again ever since we met. it's like i forgot what it was like to be well...yannoe what i mean. it's been about a month. there's not a moment where i don't think about him. how do you go from knowing every single detail about eachother's life to wondering if he's thinking about you too. i still deeply feel that we're meant to be together. the only thing i can do right now is pray. God has his plans that always end up beautifully. there is no doubt in my mind that we'll cross paths again. maybe sooner than i think. the only thing i'm doing right in my life is focusing. it's one of the last words he told me to do "just focus on school, that's all you gotta do" it's really all i have planned right now. but there's just this one question that i've been wanting to ask him... i'm still going to love him the same way i always have. i'm not giving up that easily. <3 his angel.